Today did not feel like the last day at Lowell. It felt so…anticlimactic. Starting to feel a crisis of regrets coming on: “Did we spend enough time together? Did we talk enough? Did I write what I wanted to say in your yearbook? Did we take enough pictures together? Will we actually hang out in the summer? Will I see you again? DID I HUG YOU OR SAY GOODBYE?!” Can’t cry...
psilentasincjelli: If I ever tell you I’m going to sleep and then you see me posting or liking things online for about an hour immediately after that, I promise I wasn’t lying to you, I’m just bad at going to sleep and it is usually a long process that begins with disengaging from any sort of immediate contact with people (chats, for example) and ends when everything on my screen is blurry and...
spent the afternoon drawing on chalkboards and watching music videos from the 70s and cat videos on the screen with melita and hoffman - strange but pleasant afternoon can’t believe there are only 2 real days left of school plus the picnic ahhhhhhhhhhhhh [[MORE]] my heart hurts still when i see that picture possibility versus reality i think i’m more content with reality...
cas-get-into-my-ass: himchanspenus: Here’s a serious advice. Even the nicest people have their limits. Don’t try to reach that point because the nicest people are also the scariest assholes when they’ve had enough. Demons run when a good man goes to war.
fishingboatproceeds: the-blog-of-anne-frank: I just realized that “pun intended” is a pun on “unintended” and I’m literally about to gouge my eyes out I’m so angry This. Changes. Everything.
cchannette: jwisser: thepasta-nerada: vvrathia: the sexual tension when u and ur crush are online on fb at the same time and u just stare at their lil green dot and suddenly you know what gatsby felt like This is actually the most profound and appropriate literary allusion I’ve encountered so far this week. oh my god
[[MORE]]why did i read that now i can’t stop thinking about and analyzing it ambiguity sucks ….. it’s probably nothing but i have the opportunity to ask the author what he means to ask or not to ask that is the question i’m so done with english literature
[[MORE]] winky faces about physics knowledge. can i just say that i’m really excited for the impending nerdiness? pretty sure we’re going to be best friends in college :) not excited for those placement tests but everyone else is… looking around and seeing people and being places and doing things and realizing what I’m going to miss very soon sunny dayssss
[[MORE]] so it’s yearbook/prom pics/senior portrait writing week… I apologize for my lack of eloquence in expressing how lovely all you people are and how much you mean to me and how much I will miss you and how much I appreciate everything you’ve done with/for me these past four years. Even though I can’t find the words for it and things come off as generic, I REALLY...
and in that moment of happiness and appreciation for life i had an overwhelming sense of death and i crawled under the covers to hide myself from my own thoughts
my life is so boring LOL #prefroshintroductionproblems silly sophomores// going to miss you chem reminiscing :’) making up words like nobody’s business “What do you do when you’re restless but have to keep still?” “I pull out my hair.” ….yeah I’m not weird at all happy happy happy
microwavablemeals: do you ever just meet someone who you think you wouldn’t really get close to but then like a year later they’ve become very close and dear to you and you just kinda think, wow im really glad i met this person i don’t know what i’d do without them
jaaaaaaaaaackfrost: it is ok friend i know you aren’t feeling so great right now friend but just know that you are great and that i am here for you and you deserve happiness and things will get better i promise you that friend
250 future classmates :) Already considered overenrolled LOL. This shall be interesting. WHY DO PROM PICTURES COME OUT THE DAY BEFORE AP CALC?! comfortable silence switching between studying for self-esteem and deciding to “YOLO it out” ripping the physics final off quickly like a band-aid. so done.
[[MORE]] I hate myself for often not having the guts to stand up to defend others or what I believe in in front of a lot of people. At least I wash my hands of this. I cannot be angry at someone else for what I have failed to do. Mob mentality. STOP.
half-smiles giddy for no reason “honor” HAHAHA what honor. can’t wait to leave these cheaters for a place where honor code and council reign supreme. almost doneee going to miss all you wonderful people that I’ve just gotten closer to this semester :/ good talks late at night when all these out of state peeps should be asleep
excalilbur: finnemoron: what if the whole “mirror mirror on the wall who’s the fairest of them all” thing was created so that little girls would do it in the mirror and when their reflection didn’t change they’d see how beautiful they are that is the most beautiful thing i have read all week
my world is a ball of sunshine except for academic hell-week(s) and exhaustion but still feeling fortunate :) bitterer than the bottom of my cup of tea
rent-a-pillow/blanket needs to become a thing at the library library talkssssss sunny days YOLO-ing finals - yup, that’s a word now can you not wheehehehehe tired in advance
You were unsure which pain is worse—the shock of what happened or the ache for...– Simon Van Booy, Everything Beautiful Began After (via anditslove)
Too often, the only escape is sleep.– Charles Bukowski (via cavum)
After learning my flight was detained 4 hours, I heard the announcement: If...– Naomi Shihab Nye (b. 1952), “Wandering Around an Albuquerque Airport Terminal.” I think this poem may be making the rounds, this week, but that’s as it should be. (via oliviacirce)
[[MORE]] when i realize how little math i know WTF is LaTeX and why do i need to learn it? the placement tests are take-home!? and thus the honor code begins. not that cheating will help me anyways. can i just be put in the dumb math and physics classes?
i’d like to formally apologize to anyone i’ve disappointed with my terrible friendship skills
iammakingperfectsense: hazzasgotalittlelou: directioner-danosaur: insidemymmind: Okay, so in Science class yesterday we were talking about sleep cycles and melatonin and my science teacher said, “if you’re trying to sleep, avoid one colour. Blue. Your melatonin levels decrease when looking at the colour blue because it’s the colour of the sky.” GUYS, I KNOW WHY NONE OF US SLEEP. TUMBLR IS...
few but interesting speeches DONE but not really. handing off the baton to a cool dude though. two thumbs up. what we almost were but aren’t i know i’m over you when our conversations become a bajillion times easier fate’s pushing us together o.o all these Cal people. good job y’all! I LOVE YOUR COLORS WHY ORANGE WHY i can get used to these sunny days :) “Is...
Candace: *throws everything into the air*
Candace: *then sadly picks it up w/ a sigh*
seventhtable: thewomanwhoconsults: forgetyeahcomics: Romeo and Juliet is not a love story it’s a cautionary tale about how everything would be better if you would just chill the fuck out ‘Everything would be better if you would just chill the fuck out’ - every play ever written by Shakespeare “Yo, Hamlet. Chill the fuck out about your dad.” “Yo, King Lear. Chill the fuck out about your...
candacejasmine: thelilnan: OH FOR FUCK’S SAKE OKAY AJAX SOAP THEIR SLOGAN IS “STRONGER THAN GREASE” AND I WAS LIKE OKAY YEAH MAKES SENSE FOR A DISH SOAP- WAIT AJAX WAS A GREEK SOLDIER RENOWNED FOR HIS STRENGTH AJAX IS STRONGER THAN ALL OF GREECE I remember Ms. Beck going crazy about this fact.
[[MORE]]Nice to know you remember me still. First thoughts, “Why would you message me at 2AM your time? OH YOU’RE IN CALIFORNIA YAY!” Seeing what I’m missing. So excited for the fall.